ROUTINE

NIGHTTIME
1. Usually telly, no affection.
2. Affection, want it.
3. Gets it.
4. Sleep/goes home.

MORNING
1. Acknowledgment, morning mouth.
2. Sleepy cuddle.
3. Tries it.
4. Gets it.
4. Coco pops.

He looks like an angry elf boy here but I want him to come back to mine so I don't feel lonely and have to listen to next door's baby screaming.

LaZy sHiT

Couldn't be bothered to go to the supermarket so I ended up eating some frozen curry from the fridge, blergghh
Then boyfriend came round as my I wasn't staying over at my friends and we watched tv like old people and HE had funtimes not me.

What is this big obsession with women looking like "princesses" on their wedding day? I really don't get it.OH HAI

gldfkogdfl;;df

Thanks to having dinner at odd times IM GETTING FAT.
I hope reading will make me lose weight.


I hate girls who complain about being fat so I need to shut up.

jfuiosfd~~~~~~#

I am starting to feel increasingly alone and slightly depressed. Don't really know why, probably because I spend most of my time alone in my room looking up rather disturbing things so I can draw them. It won't help that my family are going away for two weeks tomorrow, and that most of my friends are either going on holiday/spending all their time with their boyfriends+I have no money/my boyfriend's always working.
But at the same time I'm not really in such a sociable mood, creating a rather silly paradox.

This will be the reason why I will die alone, to be found dead two weeks later eaten by my cat or something.

Popular culture loves foreboding.

Hermann Nitsch