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I am starting to feel increasingly alone and slightly depressed. Don't really know why, probably because I spend most of my time alone in my room looking up rather disturbing things so I can draw them. It won't help that my family are going away for two weeks tomorrow, and that most of my friends are either going on holiday/spending all their time with their boyfriends+I have no money/my boyfriend's always working.
But at the same time I'm not really in such a sociable mood, creating a rather silly paradox.

This will be the reason why I will die alone, to be found dead two weeks later eaten by my cat or something.